It’s hard. Did you know that I’m important? I know what is best for you. Me on the city council? Surely, you’re joking. State senator, on the other hand, is more in line with my abilities. How much did it cost? Who cares. I’ll get the money somewhere. You’re a moron. Why can’t anyone see things the way I do. It’s not that difficult, just use your freakin’ brain! Such comments and mindsets aren’t uncommon for someone that suffers from bipolar disorder during a manic episode…and we’re not even getting into a depressive episode. Me, I’m rapid cycling. Where most (more…)
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28
Mar
2011
What Would a Last Post Look Like?
I love books. I didn’t when I was was a teen or young adult. However, as I matured in age I came to realize they were a convenient escape from the harsh reality of this world which often had no just conclusion. In our world, karmic justice is fantasy. Mine enemy is despair, and my hero is hope. Friends, I’m really hurting. Give or take a day or two, it is exactly 13 years since my last suicide attempt. However, that’s not why I’m hurting. Several years ago a psychiatrist that I trust diagnosed me with manic depression (also known (more…)
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